I'm so far gone

I'm so way beyond 

The concept of it being me

Like I'm the problem 

When actually I'm a beautiful seed 

Sprouting and growing into my humanity 

As if I'm too gay for god 

When actually he ain't gay enough for me 

I'm so hopeful for here 

Why would I be hopeful for his heaven 

Too grounded on earth 

For me ever to seek out his grace

I relish knowing I'm way too fruity for his taste 

What is called holy is hatred to me

His promises are perverse to me 

His faithfulness is foolishness to me

His protection ain't peaceful to me

Human sacrifice is evil to me 

Resurrection or not 

I wish the god of Abraham and his followers would stop

He's too manly for me 

He's too desperate for sheep 

He's too bloody for me

He seems to slaughter with ease 

His prophets do as they please 

His heaven sounds hellish to me

Where is his love? Where is his peace?

He is the god of traffickers 

He is the god of colonisers

He is the god of the police 

And he is extremely violent to me

I'm no longer deceived

Refuse to believe 

The god of Israel 

The god of murderous males 

A god that has favourites

A god cool with slavery 

But won't forgive blasphemy

A god that just won't let us be

Or love and accept our humanity 

So I swerve salvation

I'm cool on christianity 

I'm trans and I'm free

So that ain't no god for me