Haven't been in the mood to write so I haven't been. I've been making videos for social media, planning the O Collective pride event, applying for jobs and attending virtual events.
I have an interview in the evening. Today it didn't rain. I went to the market. I'm creating a third CV for the third sector. I went to get groceries. I watched TV with my friend. The rumblings of WWIII are on my social media feed. My creativity feels constrained right now for some reason. I haven't written a poem in weeks. There's barely been a song on my heart.
Well I had something corny for Pride:
Queer as in gay
Gay as in bi,
Bi as in pan
Pan as in demi
Non binary as in anti binary
Anti binary by way of polyamory
Polyamorous in an anti colonial way
Anti colonial as a Yoruba person
Person in the loosest sense
Queer as in Africa
Africa as in the beginning of life
Beginning of queerness
Beginning of invention
The invention of life
That type of queer.
And a spiral.
Well then it's less corny and now I've written a poem. To be fair I only had the first 4 lines when I considered it corny. I've been a bit critical of myself lately. I think there's an energy that's infiltrated.
I had an amazing day yesterday, I'm taking the steps I want towards my goals. Today has been okay better weather. I have paused my art stuff I'm focused on my welfare stuff and job hunting. I have an interview for a remote job I want on Monday evening. Taking it easy tomorrow.